Self-delineation and self-conception giving rise to the Self and feeling of being inner self is self-ignorance. Self is a means of survival in the face of threat. Self, in any form, without any threat to survival is illness. Self is stress due to feeling of insecurity knowingly or unknowingly.
Self can be in many forms, for example, self-conception, self-ideation, self-identification, inner self etc. through association with ideas like name, gender, relation, class, caste, race, religion, nationality, eternal self, etc.
Self is stress of hypnosis due to association with known and unknown giving rise to self-ignorance. Self-ignorantly, you may believe that you are eternal immortal inner self independent of constituent cause and conditions.
Inner-Self Is Stress
Life and actions according to self is rigid and in conflict with the reality. Inner-Self is stress arising due to association with known and unknown ideas about self.
Through association with known and unknown ideas about self, you get hypnotized and attached. You get hypnotized and attached to self-conceptions like race, gender, religion, caste, class, beliefs about self, ideas about self, etc.
An infant just born has no notion or sense of self till a certain age. Infant is a natural and nature is original. The notion and sense of self is developed later in life during growth in order to interact with the environment. Self is acutely conjured for meeting the demands of environment in order to survive and flourish but should disappear when not necessary.
However, due to wrong upbringing and unhealthy conditions, the sense or notion of self can become chronic and severe. Self is a rigidity and inner self is stress that is necessary to deal with life and society.
During the right practice of meditation, by relaxing your body and calming your mind, you will know that the hallucination of being inner self is due to stress and activities in mind. Through meditation you will be free from hypnosis due to self-image.
Fully aware, you can exist without inner self or the Self. You are neither inner self nor the Self. The Self is the result of self-conception, self-ideation, self-identities, inner self etc.. based on ideas about yourself.
You Are Phenomenon of Awareness.
Nature and natural richness is original. Naturally you are the result of dynamic interaction of your indispensable constituent cause and conditions, including but not limited to your ancestors, your body, your processes of life, actions and effects of those actions, without which you cannot continue to exist in any way.
You are awareness, phenomenon of knowing arising due to your constituent cause and conditions without independent inner self. You become your actions and you continue in the effect of your actions. This is commonsense and as obvious as truth of earth, nature, pain, disease, old age and death. However, some cultures may ridiculously believe that life enters the womb rather than birthing from women.
Society Enforces Ideas of Eternal Inner Self
This hallucination of being an inner self, may seem real due to stress in the process of life and due to hypnosis by premature formation of “Self-Image” and self-conception.
You are prematurely or chronically hypnotized due to association with self-conception through artificial ideas and beliefs about who you are. This self-delineation divides you and gives rise to stress in form of inner-being or inner-self.
Society imposes eternal immortality to this feeling of being inner self. You get prematurely and chronically hypnotized by this idea of being independent eternal immortal inner self with after life or next birth.
Eternal reality of inner self” or inner being” or “Ego” or inner soul or inner spirit” etc.., independent of the process of life and actions, is a naive primitive idea sustained artificially by institutions of society and passed down from one generation to the next through cultural and customary beliefs.
For right or wrong reasons, society delineates self through its tangible and intangible institutions and instill you with different beliefs about existence of the Self with inner self independent of the natural constituent cause and conditions like process of life, actions and effect of actions.
At an early age, society imposes you with artificial ideas like class, caste, religion, race, nationality and unproven ideas like past life, next life, soul, ghosts, after life, rebirth, reincarnation, supreme Creator and controller etc.
If you are brought up in such society, the idea of distinct inner self or inner being may seem real, and you may live and act through self-ignorance according to your self-delineation.
You tend to accept the idea of reality of distinct inner self or inner being independent of conditions of life, if it is given to you by someone whom you trust, like or depend on, for example, parents. You tend to believe just because everyone believes and not because you know.
Inner “Self” is an Artificial Idea and Belief
Independent reality and existence of inner self beyond the process of life are concepts artificially created by society. You never try to fully investigate the reality of these concepts through right means or methods. You believe without trying to know their truth.
Eternal reality of immortal inner being or inner self is an idea not as naturally evident as reality of pain, old age, disease and death whether it is believed or not. Ideas of eternal immortal independent inner self need institutionalized collective human belief in order for such beliefs to exist in society.
You get hypnotized by many such artificial ideas due to your early life vulnerability, your dependence and trust on your care takers, lack of exposure to contrary alternative ideas and the artificial conditions conducive for hypnosis by such ideas. After you grow up, you forget that you are susceptible to hypnosis, and you continue to live under hypnosis by such ideas.
You are ephemeral. You eventually disintegrate, disperse and get endlessly recycled. You are neither eternal nor immortal. You are empty. Know this in deep meditation just as you consciously know pain and pleasure, youth and old age, birth and death.
You are Not the Artificial Self
The Self arise in association with known and known. Due to association, you identify yourself with known and unknown to live and act as if you are the Self. Feeling of being the inner Self is due to association with experiences whereas the Self is due to association with ideas.
The Self arises due to self-conception, self-ideation, self-identification, self-image etc. through association with ideas like status, name, gender, image, age, relationships, religion, class, caste, race, nationality, eternal inner self, supreme creator etc. The Self is an artificial character that you play as part of society.
Feeling of being the inner Self is due to association with experiences, including but not limited to experiences of body, mind, emotions, sense organs, vital force, mind etc. Neither the Self nor the inner Self are the truth of your nature because you do not exist independent of your constituent cause and conditions.
All ideas are artificial and hence the Self is artificially existing due to the collective. For example, religious Self cannot exist without the artificial pomp and drama acknowledged by the collective or the idea of being a leader cannot exist without the followers.
Being artificial as Self, you are rigid in the way you live and act. As the Self, you can conflict with the reality just like trying to live and act according to a mask can conflict you with the reality. The Self is a mask and not the real you.
The feeling of being inner self arises due to subliminal stress of association with experiences, external or internal. External experiences can be through sensations and sense organs whereas internal experiences can be through body, mind emotions vital forces etc.
The feeling of being inner self is self-consciousness. Just like constant consciousness of known and unknown is unhealthy, so also constant self-consciousness is unhealthy. For example, constant knee consciousness indicates disorder in knee. The Self or inner self independent of constituent cause and conditions is an unwholesome myth.
A healthy stress-free infant does not associate and hence neither has Self nor inner Self at the beginning of its life. Infant is wakeful and sensitive without the Self.
Infants develop the Self and inner Self by associating with known or known after a certain age as process of adapting to the demands of society. Self is artificial and personal just like a signature.
Spiritual Enlightenment is recognizing the forgotten truth of your nature through insight into self-awareness which was forgotten since infancy after the development of the Self while adapting to the society.
You Are Impermanent
You do not exist independent of your constituent cause and conditions, neither as awareness nor as the Self. You cease to exist with the death decay disintegration, dispersion and recycling of your constituent cause and conditions.
Just like milk discontinues to become yogurt and yogurt cannot continue to become milk, so also you discontinue with your death decay disintegration, dispersion and recycling. There is no rebirth or after life.
Though becoming self-aware beyond the Self may seem like deathlessness due to freedom from the Self, neither awareness nor the Self can continue after life or beyond death. Knowing the impermanence of life by being real, you live life authentically without getting attached.