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Self-Ignorance and Myth of Eternal Inner Self

Self-delineation and self-conception giving rise to the Self and feeling of being inner self is self-ignorance. Self is a means of survival in the face of threat. Self, in any form, without any threat to survival is illness. Self is stress due to feeling of insecurity knowingly or unknowingly.

Self can be in many forms, for example, self-conception, self-ideation, self-identification, inner self etc. through association with ideas like name, gender, relation, class, caste, race, religion, nationality, eternal self, etc.

Self is stress of hypnosis due to association with known and unknown giving rise to self-ignorance. Self-ignorantly, you may believe that you are eternal immortal inner self independent of constituent cause and conditions.

Inner-Self Is Stress

Life and actions according to self is rigid and in conflict with the reality. Inner-Self is stress arising due to association with known and unknown ideas about self.

Through association with known and unknown ideas about self, you get hypnotized and attached. You get hypnotized and attached to self-conceptions like race, gender, religion, caste, class, beliefs about self, ideas about self, etc.

An infant just born has no notion or sense of self till a certain age. Infant is a natural and nature is original. The notion and sense of self is developed later in life during growth in order to interact with the environment. Self is acutely conjured for meeting the demands of environment in order to survive and flourish but should disappear when not necessary.

However, due to wrong upbringing and unhealthy conditions, the sense or notion of self can become chronic and severe. Self is a rigidity and inner self is stress that is necessary to deal with life and society.

During the right practice of meditation, by relaxing your body and calming your mind, you will know that the hallucination of being inner self is due to stress and activities in mind. Through meditation you will be free from hypnosis due to self-image.

Fully aware, you can exist without inner self or the Self. You are neither inner self nor the Self. The Self is the result of self-conception, self-ideation, self-identities, inner self etc.. based on ideas about yourself.

You Are Phenomenon of Awareness.

Nature and natural richness is original. Naturally you are the result of dynamic interaction of your indispensable constituent cause and conditions, including but not limited to your ancestors, your body, your processes of life, actions and effects of those actions, without which you cannot continue to exist in any way.

You are awareness, phenomenon of knowing arising due to your constituent cause and conditions without independent inner self. You become your actions and you continue in the effect of your actions. This is commonsense and as obvious as truth of earth, nature, pain, disease, old age and death. However, some cultures may ridiculously believe that life enters the womb rather than birthing from women.

Society Enforces Ideas of Eternal Inner Self

This hallucination of being an inner self, may seem real due to stress in the process of life and due to hypnosis by premature formation of “Self-Image” and self-conception.

You are prematurely or chronically hypnotized due to association with self-conception through artificial ideas and beliefs about who you are. This self-delineation divides you and gives rise to stress in form of inner-being or inner-self.

Society imposes eternal immortality to this feeling of being inner self. You get prematurely and chronically hypnotized by this idea of being independent eternal immortal inner self with after life or next birth.

Eternal reality of inner self” or inner being” or “Ego” or inner soul or inner spirit” etc.., independent of the process of life and actions, is a naive primitive idea sustained artificially by institutions of society and passed down from one generation to the next through cultural and customary beliefs.

For right or wrong reasons, society delineates self through its tangible and intangible institutions and instill you with different beliefs about existence of the Self with inner self independent of the natural constituent cause and conditions like process of life, actions and effect of actions.

At an early age, society imposes you with artificial ideas like class, caste, religion, race, nationality and unproven ideas like past life, next life, soul, ghosts, after life, rebirth, reincarnation, supreme Creator and controller etc.

If you are brought up in such society, the idea of distinct inner self or inner being may seem real, and you may live and act through self-ignorance according to your self-delineation.

You tend to accept the idea of reality of distinct inner self or inner being independent of conditions of life, if it is given to you by someone whom you trust, like or depend on, for example, parents. You tend to believe just because everyone believes and not because you know.

Inner “Self” is an Artificial Idea and Belief

Independent reality and existence of inner self beyond the process of life are concepts artificially created by society. You never try to fully investigate the reality of these concepts through right means or methods. You believe without trying to know their truth.

Eternal reality of immortal inner being or inner self is an idea not as naturally evident as reality of pain, old age, disease and death whether it is believed or not. Ideas of eternal immortal independent inner self need institutionalized collective human belief in order for such beliefs to exist in society.

You get hypnotized by many such artificial ideas due to your early life vulnerability, your dependence and trust on your care takers, lack of exposure to contrary alternative ideas and the artificial conditions conducive for hypnosis by such ideas. After you grow up, you forget that you are susceptible to hypnosis, and you continue to live under hypnosis by such ideas.

You are ephemeral. You eventually disintegrate, disperse and get endlessly recycled. You are neither eternal nor immortal. You are empty. Know this in deep meditation just as you consciously know pain and pleasure, youth and old age, birth and death.

You are Not the Artificial Self

The Self arise in association with known and known. Due to association, you identify yourself with known and unknown to live and act as if you are the Self. Feeling of being the inner Self is due to association with experiences whereas the Self is due to association with ideas.

The Self arises due to self-conception, self-ideation, self-identification, self-image etc. through association with ideas like status, name, gender, image, age, relationships, religion, class, caste, race, nationality, eternal inner self, supreme creator etc. The Self is an artificial character that you play as part of society.

Feeling of being the inner Self is due to association with experiences, including but not limited to experiences of body, mind, emotions, sense organs, vital force, mind etc. Neither the Self nor the inner Self are the truth of your nature because you do not exist independent of your constituent cause and conditions.

All ideas are artificial and hence the Self is artificially existing due to the collective. For example, religious Self cannot exist without the artificial pomp and drama acknowledged by the collective or the idea of being a leader cannot exist without the followers.

Being artificial as Self, you are rigid in the way you live and act. As the Self, you can conflict with the reality just like trying to live and act according to a mask can conflict you with the reality. The Self is a mask and not the real you.

The feeling of being inner self arises due to subliminal stress of association with experiences, external or internal. External experiences can be through sensations and sense organs whereas internal experiences can be through body, mind emotions vital forces etc.

The feeling of being inner self is self-consciousness. Just like constant consciousness of known and unknown is unhealthy, so also constant self-consciousness is unhealthy. For example, constant knee consciousness indicates disorder in knee. The Self or inner self independent of constituent cause and conditions is an unwholesome myth.

A healthy stress-free infant does not associate and hence neither has Self nor inner Self at the beginning of its life. Infant is wakeful and sensitive without the Self.

Infants develop the Self and inner Self by associating with known or known after a certain age as process of adapting to the demands of society. Self is artificial and personal just like a signature.

Spiritual Enlightenment is recognizing the forgotten truth of your nature through insight into self-awareness which was forgotten since infancy after the development of the Self while adapting to the society.

You Are Impermanent

You do not exist independent of your constituent cause and conditions, neither as awareness nor as the Self. You cease to exist with the death decay disintegration, dispersion and recycling of your constituent cause and conditions.

Just like milk discontinues to become yogurt and yogurt cannot continue to become milk, so also you discontinue with your death decay disintegration, dispersion and recycling. There is no rebirth or after life.

Though becoming self-aware beyond the Self may seem like deathlessness due to freedom from the Self, neither awareness nor the Self can continue after life or beyond death. Knowing the impermanence of life by being real, you live life authentically without getting attached.

Continuity After Death in the Effect of Intentional Actions

You are awareness, the phenomenon of knowing arising due to constituent cause and conditions, you become your actions and you continue after death in the effect of your intentional actions. This is naturally self-evident like pain, disease, old age or death.

You are effect of your own actions, whether tangible or intangible. For your own good, you should live in a right manner, act in a right manner and leave the right effect through your actions. However, due to self-ignorance, you may live in a wrong manner, you may perform wrong actions, and you may produce wrong effect through your actions.

Wrong Effect of Intentional Actions Due to Ignorance

Due to self-ignorance, you may believe yourself to be eternal immortal inner independent of cause and conditions. As inner self, you may believe in next birth or after life.

Eternal immortal reality of inner self or inner being independent of constituent cause and conditions is your hallucination and has no real existence except in your fantasy due to self-ignorance. The effects of your intentional actions are your continuity after life. You are born in the effect of your intentional actions.

Due to self-ignorance, you may live and act according to self-conception in the guise of self-ideation or self-identity which is not only artificial but may also be unreal.

Eternal immortal Inner-self independent of cause and conditions is self-ignorance and a misleading belief. Your life and actions based on self-ignorance can create a deceptive environment for yourself internally and externally.

Believing that you are eternally independent of cause and conditions will put in conflict with life and your environment. The effect of your conflicting life and actions will be your continuity.

Whereas, living with a detached disinterested awareness without inner-self, you will be cautious, sensitive and harmonious with the cause and conditions of life, knowing correctly in the right context.

You Continue in Your Effect

You are awareness, the phenomenon of knowing arising due to your indispensable constituent cause and conditions including processes of life. You become your action, and you attract the effect of your intentional action just like, as classically said, “calf attracted to its mother”. You create your environment through your actions and it’s effect.

For example, if you create a weapon for a wrong reason, it is more likely to end up in battlefield and get destroyed; however, if you plant a fruit tree for right reason, it is more likely to attract life. Right motives and right actions give rise to right effect and a right ecosystem.

You become your actions and you continue in the effect of your intentional actions in form of your children and your contribution to society, nature and universe.

The effects of your action will find its destiny just as water, air, earth, and heat find their destiny in the endless recycling of nature and universe. The way you live and act in the present will determine the future of the effects of your actions.

The way you live, act and effect, has to be right for you and for others. You have a choice to make regarding how to live, what actions to take and what effects to leave.

Impermanence Through Endless Recycling

But even the effect of actions is neither eternal nor permanent. Nothing is permanent. Everything dies or changes, disintegrates and gets endlessly recycled through the law of impermanence.

Just like a wave of water settles but its matter energy and process can continue as its effect into different new waves, so also you are continuation after death as the effect of different actions, and you will continue in the different effects of your actions. Nothing continues intact and nothing is permanent in the endless recycling of life, society, nature and universe.

Hence you should be detached to be happy in impermanence, act ethically and effect benevolently.

Individual actions and effect of those actions stay in the ecosystem of which they are a part. Hence society should encourage ethical life and actions.

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Deconstructing Blind Faith and Orthodox Beliefs Through Knowledge and Experience

Faith and belief are mental locks that can restrict your ability to think and imagine realistically.

Belief and faith in ideas and philosophies which cannot be known correctly through experience and reason should be deconstructed because they can narrow down the experience of your one and only life. Life is too precious to spend according to belief and faith in unknown imaginary ideas.

Belief and faith can make you psychologically rigid and dependent. Due to belief and faith, you cannot think on your own for yourself. Permanently held belief and faith is mental slavery for life making you dependent and mentally enslaved.

Societies based on belief and faith in wrong or untrue ideas and philosophies become unstable and dysfunctional. Hence belief and faith should always be personal and should not supersede experience and reason.

Deconstructing blind faith and orthodox belief is possible by living through seamless clarity of detached awareness, knowing correctly in the right context as it is without associating or identifying yourself with the known and unknown.

Knowing personally, validation and verification is done through faculties of knowing. You know and understand your experiences through your natural or artificial faculties of knowing. Faith or belief in ideas is not knowledge because there is no personal knowledge, validation and verification involved.

You do not need faculties of knowing for faith and blind belief. For example, you do not need microscope to blindly believe in the idea that supreme creator creates epidemics. You need no personal experience in order to have faith or belief in ideas.

Experience should give rise to knowledge and understanding. Knowledge and understanding should arise from experience. Experience first, then know to understand.

To know and understand your experiences correctly, you need a detached seamlessly clear awareness, the matured phenomenon of knowing correctly in the right context.

Difference Between Faith, Belief and Knowledge

Faith is living and acting according to philosophy based on set of ideas. Faith is always blind because it is not like trust established after knowing personally. You have to have faith because you do not know personally.

Faith is to rely on the unknown, for example God, or faith in astrologers or faith in owns destiny. You trust your parents because you know them personally; however, you have faith in politicians because you do not know them correctly.

Due to faith, you remain ignorant of the reality of cause and conditions that constitute life and the world. As a result, faith can eventually disappoint you if it does not fulfill your expectations.

Belief is to live and act upon an idea assuming that it is true. Belief is blind because it is not based on personal knowledge. You may believe in the ancient orthodox ideas of supreme creator or eternal soul and spend resources to please the imagined “supreme creator” for happiness in the fantastic afterlife rather than focus to improve the cause and conditions for your happiness in the present real life.

Knowledge is something that you know personally through experience, validation and verification through various means including but not limited to your physical sense organs, psychological sense organs like mind, memories, emotions or through science and technology. Knowledge is established to be true through evidence, application, demonstration or at least personal experience.

Right Knowledge Deconstructs Blind Faith and Orthodox Beliefs

Ideas are artificially created by humans for some practical reason. Ideas are psychological point of views in some context and they do not represent the complete reality. Ideas can eventually become outdated, irrelevant or useless.

You have faith and belief in the ideas and philosophies even if they are ancient, unproven or impractical. Faith and belief are not knowledge or experience of reality like knowledge and experience of pain, disease, old age and death which are true whether you believe them or not. To have blind faith and orthodox belief in ideas without knowledge and experiences is to deceive yourself knowingly.

You have faith and belief does not necessarily mean that you know, or you have the experience. Having faith or believing is not equivalent to knowing the truth or reality.

Knowledge on the other hand is to know the truth established through personal experience, experimentation, validation, verification, application or demonstration.

When you know, you need not believe. However, the knowledge has to be correct in the right context. Faith and belief established through knowing miracle without knowing the constituent cause and conditions of miracle is not correct knowledge. In order to know correctly, you need seamless clarity of awareness without associating with the know through faith or beliefs.

Rigidity and Burden Due to Blind Faith and Orthodox Beliefs

Faith and Beliefs are ideas or assumptions accepted to be true or untrue. Faith and belief can create unconscious bias affecting your decisions and actions.

Rigid Life and Actions Due to Blind Faith and Orthodox Belief

Due to faith and beliefs, you may live and act in a very rigid manner in order to confirm with your blind faith and orthodox belief rather than live and act harmoniously with the reality of cause and conditions.

Your association with faith and beliefs gives rise to self-ignorance in form of the Self and inner self which can eclipses seamless clarity of awareness, the phenomenon of knowing correctly in the right context. Faith and beliefs are artificial, giving rise to artificial self in form of self-ideation, self-identification, self-conception, self-image, inner self etc.

Due to association with self, you live and act in a rigid manner according to self rather than live and act harmoniously with the reality of cause and conditions.

Psychological Burden of Faith and Belief

Consciously you may have faith and belief but deep inside you may remain ignorant. Faith and Beliefs contribute to your subliminal stress of ignorance rather than the wisdom of not knowing. Faith and belief add to psychological burden that is unnecessary while keeping you off-guard about truth and reality.

Faith and beliefs can wrongly influence the process of life and actions without your knowledge. For example, due to early life belief in god and his judgement, you may continue to live in fear and anxiety but not know the source of it. Such early life beliefs can influence the processes of life and growth at young age and impact physical and mental health in later life just like a poorly developed lamb due to forgotten fear of a tiger.

Early life beliefs can be forgotten but continue to stress the involuntary process of life. It is like accidently believing rope to be a snake and getting stressed over it or accidently believing rope and snake and remain gullible only to meet an accident unknowingly.

You are carrying many such forgotten faiths and beliefs that stress the process of your life by adding to your psychological burden. Reality of eternal immortal inner Self or inner Being is one of such beliefs affecting the process of your life and your actions.

Such beliefs can create unconscious bias due to which you may devalue present life. “Supreme Creator and Controller” as “God” or “Super-soul” is one of your faiths. Such faith can create unconscious bias which can negatively affect your sense of accountability, transparency, responsibility and social justice.

Why Do You Believe or Have Faith?

Many of your faiths and beliefs are not your conscious choice. You have faiths passed down to you in the early life before you knew to question. You may believe in ideas due to desires or lack of options.

In early life, since childhood, you get ideas and you believe in them through hypnosis, without your knowledge or expressed consent. For example, religious and cultural beliefs.

Most of the time you dwell in mind, living in a trance, neither fully asleep nor fully awake, neither fully relaxed nor fully alert.

In such a trans, especially during childhood before maturity and psychological independence, you are highly suggestible and vulnerable to hypnosis, you are also highly impressionable and vulnerable to conditioning due to delicate nervous system. The foundation of your life is laid on your habits, beliefs and attitudes formed during early life through your experiences and upbringing.

Early-life beliefs become part of your physiological and psychological conditioning. Your life gets controlled by your early life beliefs. Due to early life belief, you suffer from “bottle gives milk” syndrome.

You believe in the ideas if you like, depend, or trust the source of those ideas, for example parents, friends, teachers, charismatic personalities etc. You believe because everyone believes and not because you know.

You also adopt beliefs based on your experiences if you are too lazy to examine their truth and reality. For example, if you never saw cow giving milk, you may believe that dairy gives milk if you are too lazy to investigate the truth of this beliefs.

Belief is due to lack of knowledge and experience. You may believe without knowing. You may believe without empirical evidence obtained through right means and methods including experimentation, validation and verification based on understanding of empirical evidence.

Beliefs are not the universal reality or absolute truth. Nothing should be accepted as true without investigating into it by yourself on basis of experimentation, application, demonstration or empirical evidence or experience.

Rather than belief or leap of faith, have trust and leap of confidence based on experience, knowledge and understanding.

Deconstructing Faith Through Seamless Clarity of Awareness

Faith can be deconstructed by experiencing, knowing, validating and verifying the reality through your sense organs including mind. Reality should be known and validated and verified for it’s constituent cause and conditions at all levels in order to know it correctly in the right context as it is. You need seamless clarity of detached awareness dissociated from the known and unknown to know, validate and verify reality at all levels.

By being aware you know correctly in the right context as it is without associating with the known or unknow and without giving rise to the Self through association. Through seamless clarity of detached awareness, you are self-aware without the Self and you live life with a beginner’s mind like an original explorer without any crutches of faith or beliefs in ideas.

By being aware without associating with the known, you know and understand your experiences correctly in the right context through all the natural and artificial means. Such seamless clarity of awareness, the phenomenon of knowing as it is without activities in the mind or reacting to the known is necessary to deconstruct faith and learn to live without faiths or beliefs.

Right practice of meditation, that is not based on faith or belief, can help you to cultivate that seamless clarity of awareness necessary to deconstruct faith and live life authentically with a beginner’s mind like an original explorer.